Midnight Silhouette V1 /

I love you?/ Wednesday, July 06, 2005

can i cry now? i'm feeling hopeless and stupid. today oral topic was considered easy, but i was really extremely super duper uper too nervous. slummbered on a few words. the conversation was like shit,it was related to abandoned babies. damm read smt about that ytd but somehow i was shivering when i spoke. suddenly my mind just became blank and had no ideas at all. i even paused and spoke in a clumsy way,the examiner still asked me what i said. the china lady was kind i liked her,but the singaporean one sucks like hell. kept giving that sian face and scratching her legs. she even shook her head when i was speaking..does this mean i'm gonna die. arghhhh...based on my perforamnce i can now say byebye to A1. i think i can nv get an A1 or come near it. feel like crying when i finished the oral. think the whole conversation din even last for 5 mins, qiudan was good she talked so long about 10-15mins.. awwwww!!! anyway all the 4 of us felt bad about the oral.huiying even banged her head on the wall.. really v angry with myself loh. think my chinese sure score until v lan. the gong han i even wrote wrongly!!!! then the paper 2 comprehension i anyhow answer. wth..'

Where were you when skies were grey
Wednesday, July 06, 2005 <3

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