Midnight Silhouette V1 /

I love you?/ Sunday, December 18, 2005

am i too fussy or what?

it is wonderful to have a job to most of the people,

yet i'm still complaining

and do not put my heart

whole heartedly towards the job.

somehow,i duno y

after taking up this job,

i kept on suffer from gastric pain.

i guess it because of the dinner time which is at 7.

i eat v little and my appetite suffers,

n when i say little i mean it's v little okay.

i only drank a cup of soya bean from the start of work till the end.

so i will feel v hungry,however i can't eat,

as the gastric pain make me nauseous.

so u see,it's a torture to me.

want to eat,cannot eat!

i tink if this continue, i will become a skeleton in less than a week.

but it's strange as nothing happen to me while i was working at m-industrie, what more dinner only starts at 9 while i work there.

ev lunch n dinner i only have my own accompany.

it's so lonely n boring.

i feel like a loner,

& ev time i eat alone,

i feel like crying as i think of the times i

dine w my family n friends.

but i can't complain as the working life is like this.

besides i feel that it is difficult to make frens w the

people at this fashion.

it' has been 3 days n i seriously din know anyone name.

whereas at m-industrie, i manage to know all names within a day.

moreover i found out,

the customers at m-industrie r more friendlier

and more initiative.

they will smile at u n say hello.

all these will not happen at this fashion,

if u smile at them,

they might think u r a nutcase.

i hate it man, m-industrie n this fashion customers

are both singaporeans.

yet the differences r so huge.

ahhh!!! in all i miss m-industrie n the staffs there.

although it is tirring n neck wrecking,

but i still miss working there.

it's so fun,

and i dun have to go ard hanging clothes n recognising

where to hang the clothes like in this fashion.

ev 1 noes this fashion have gazillion of clothes,

n i have to regonise each n ev position of the clothes.

aren't it more tirring?

alright,when u gain smt,u will lose something too.

i should be positive,

at least i got a job isn't it.

Where were you when skies were grey
Sunday, December 18, 2005 <3

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