I love you?/ Monday, January 30, 2006
happy cny.
ended my job last wedensday.
argh,should have extended it to jan 31st,
seriously i'm misssing all my colleauges.
although ev day work is the same routine for me,
but at least i'm fine w it.
smore there xiaohui,kaiting n others to go crazy with.
alamak,but now all of us had go sepearated ways.
i really really miss my job n the people there.
i dun mind going back there to help out nxt yr.
think my salary will total up to $2080,cool yeah.
but my mum say she will be keeping the entire of it for me.
wth,like i'm a fool working my ass out n din
get a single cent at the end of it.
hrmph.
so qiudan n shihui visited my last tuesday.surprise again.
i dun tink i have make them happy that day,
in fact i made them worry n sad for me.
sorry about it girls.
but i'm glad i have e 2 of them to assure evthing goes right
n console me.
see so what if u have lost evthing,u got ur friends to support u.
something really unpleasant happended last tuesday don't really wish to talk bout it.
due to that issue,i have made xiaohui cried n 4 people worrying for me.
felt extremely guilty man.
n it da first time i hugged my fren n sobbed so badly in the public.
think i scared the hell out of jb,cos i called him n
sobbed.
it was kind of him to say that he will come n console me.
but considering that it late,i asked him not to come.
n surprise again he came to look for me the v nxt day.
see this is wad i call true fren.
i simply loathe guys who shout at girls n threaten to beat them up.
this type of guys shld be catergorised as BEAST n banished to hell.
so wat if u had a awful day at work,
u just don't relish all ur anger on a girl okay.
*******
he called n apologised,
hope nxt yr when we meet again ev thing
will turn out fine.
yea,time will heals all wounds.
who knows what will happen aft a yr.
****
absence makes the heart grow fonder.
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cny is growing meaningless as the yr goes by.
seriously i rather don't celebrate it if not for the sake of the angbows.
ev 1 just kept on pretending n faking a smile.
most irritating of all,
i hate kids,such nuisance.
if i grow older i must consider going overseas alone
just to avoid cny.
Where were you when skies were grey
Monday, January 30, 2006 <3
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